Tuesday, January 24, 2006

mountains and goals

Was finally the weekend for walks with a friend in the mountains here,
listened later on to some audio plays for children with him
i didn´t know it before, so i had to get to know these series,
because it is quite famous here (i don´t want to be out:-)
and people love to sleep in while listening to this stuff

I´m quite done right now,
do you know these times when you´re just tired
it´s hard for you to get out of bed when you think of your to do list for the day
so you just stay in, in the stupid hope things get done by accident:)

i really find it hard to motivate myself when i´m blinded for the actual goal
i mean in how many things we do in our daily life are we constantly aware of why we do it and whats the big goal behind?
I don´t just wanna run around doing my stuff mindlessly (?)
but i also don´t want to think about everything
cos i figured myself being constantly on a metaperspective watching and reflecting myself
- that keeps you also from simply doing things, just because you feel like doing it...

mmph

hope you all have a nice week

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