juno

distortion electronic festival
every day in a different part of the city
in small shops and galleries on the streets in the parks
starting with an opening service in one of the biggest city churches
yep, exactly
with a viking bold head red beard priest
speaking clear words to electronic sounds
about its just love give it away
and respect to god and creation

gladness

the final party on one of the harbour islands
with beach excellent view on the city
and weired music in old factory halls
the masses of people wandering back in the morning
but sun rising at 3 o clock doesnt really push the party feeling

missed lot of these festival days
missed G8
but was glad that the normally conservative prime minister of my country put environment on high agenda

gladness again
as i read today that germany is getting a new law on foreigners where
so many people living with a "temporary suspension of deportation" finally will be allowed to work
big discussion also in denmark as they got critisised for letting Iraki asylum seekers wait in the asylum camps for years so their psycological constitution gets so bad they are not able to work

my flatmates annoy me, right now someone is shooting me with a water pistol...
i want to hit and hug them all the day
it often feels like i cant bring my life together at all
all these different worlds
when i come home from the women shelter
where we tried to laugh against upcoming fear and where i try to let things not come to close
i come home and can't take stupid boy jokes
i thought guys reading FHM are all "stupid" but that was also arrogant thought
loveable they are


my spanish flatmate woke me up at 4 the other day
telling me he can't sleep and if I'm joining him for a walk
i put a sweater on and we had small fighting about where to go
finally i gave in and followed him to an empty house we thought of checking out a while go
i was tired and cold

we found an open window in the backyard
matrasses and sleeping bags inside and some ungdomshuset tags
i was a bit scared and wanted to go again
com on tabea just lets go upstairs to check out the rooms there
uhyggeligt the danes would say
suddely there were lots of candles leading to the half rotten sunterrace where all my living commune sat with tea in thermo, music and cake wishing me happy birthday as the sun rose
guess that was one of the coolest birthday presents ever...