well,
the times i go back to some kind of originplace to the people who know me kinda better and whom i love it seems like i´m getting really thin skin,
some emotional
( and sarcastic to hide it)
u too?

there was christmess (as i love to call it:) and there were the traditional things i need for stability, thanx mom for making always the same food and the same cookies, i love it
and there was will over to spend some times with us - really nice-
my family was all that welcoming and relaxed as i maybe didn´t expected them to be,
because i´m stupid (see the selffullfilling prophesies)
i´m really stunned and talked too much
and i think we should spend much more time hugging, maybe


hope u all had some quality time