flashlights- we had some sunshine

"you got pain-head?" asked me the boy while doing his maths homework as i laid my head in my hands

"i broke this finger as a did some kungfu three years gao. i practice its muscles while dancing" said the lonely old strange- dancing man in this too dark bar

it´s just 30 minutes by feet from the red-light-party-district to my home, the girls prostituting themselves look quite similar to me


eyerings arent just eyerings, they tell different stories


it´s possible to enjoy to listen to the snoring of your flatmate as something which is real and usual

didn´t realise there was this tornado till watched the news at night
i do ignore people as i feel they are too much for me
thiscitywritessomemillionstorieseveryday
itsinformationoverkill
whoreadsallofthese?
PLEASEGOD

nordic winter

it´s cold here
badly
they say it didn´t snow that much here for years
managed to get icecold + wet feet three times this weekend...

my friend david from dresden is over ...nice
to explore the city together with friends
went today though an old tunnel under the river
an amazing constrution from 1907

got a phonecall from a random guys from the city i lived before, he also lives here now for a while and someone connected us, so he phoned me and we found out we live nearly on the same street, so we going to undertake some stuff

and old classmate of mine phoned me later (we didn´t talk for about 1,5years)
and she´ll come up here for some hours cos other fiends of here are living here too
seems like one can meet everybody in a big city like this:)

went on concerts of "a red season shade" from france and "coem" from belgium- recommend that...this band managed to make the whole audience singing there inner out with the words "oh my nadja" what a hymn:)

btw nice music:
look up www.myspace.com/thewinnipegboys -a friend of mine recorded a few really nice songs

in the meantime i keep on spending loads of time with my living commune, my clothing is full of doghair, someone makes crepes right now

i´m going to eat and dance
lets take time for that

Dock 11

...we proposed to open up a club here called "unicorns at dock 11" or something like that, with a "Schill-out- area", old sofas and walls you can leave your creative output on
right at the harbour
and all people have to wear captains-huts...

i´m doing well here
just moved finally into my tiny room yesterday (yeah)
developed livingcommuneveningrituals of having candels on, drinking tea
and listening to some audioplays

dogs make lifes brighter

i really enjoy doing my practical training
really clicking with the team and getting so much
insight in all kinds of issues and problems concerning the setting i´m working in
I´m currently about to get some more knowledge and insight in
German laws governing all kinds of foreigner and integration issues
might write some more stuff about that later

on the other hand is happens so easily to live in my little world
and to somehow close my heart up/ getting less emotional involved
in getting to know how certain systems are working
and to see what somehow extreme lifes some of the kids are living
I will really have to learn how to bring myself in with my personality
and the things i believe are good, and how to keep integrity

really looking forward to spring

get some hugs, guys