new week has begun
and i feel like i´m running a little behind, might suffer from something called "freetimestress"
I´ve got a 2nd job! Met on Wednesday with a friend, a mum and her 2 Kids just to get to know each other- we´re going to take care for them some times a week. They´re German, but my friends has to talk Italian with them all the time and i English- funny thing: trelingual-education
Just wanted to go on a party friday night to dance and meet some people- and watched accidently some parts of a really ugly concert- i just turned up there at about midnight hoping the DJ would start doing his work- but all i saw was this band in cotton boxershort, druggy eyes, the leadsinger who was a little bigger with a bra on (?), and the whole band covered with shavingfoam all over... i have to admit I felt a little uncomfortable- ... went away and turned up again at 1... talked with one of my friends at around 4 about the "child thing" (wanting some children some time?) which is actually really strange to talk about
...went home too late, probably maybe...sometimes i´m at parties thinking what am i doing here...but as soon i have a nice talk with people and a good dance ...these thoughts fly away...maybe one of these balance things, this is not where satisfaction does come from- important to keep that in mind...
" Wenn wir Freiheit der Sicherheit opfern, werden wir beides verlieren."
" when we sacrifice freedom to security, we gonna loose both." or something like that
Said my wise friend Thomas W. after watching the movie 1984 on saturdayevening
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