Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Fight your inner Schweinehund!
























The days go by
quickly
such inner resistance against writing
vs. days of super motivation

man, it´s so annoying to write this final thesis
being so confronted with yourself
my lack of discipline
reading again and again what I wrote and
thinkin it all sounds stupid

the thought of just hesitating is appealing at times
why not just staying in bed and home forever?
At the same time I know: Do not hesitate!
Gotta fight my fear,
the self-centeredness
and my inner schweinehund!

3 comments:

David said...

Totally understand your situation :-D
But you know: if the preassure is getting bigger and bigger, things are moving way fatsen than before...haha...
be blessed!!

Anonymous said...

i met you once in a candle-filled room in high-skied sweden; we talked of port cities and colourful architectures and spaces of light.
i still fall into your blog sometimes, i love the way that you write. thanks.

is the baby yours, below?

naomi

t said...

thank you naomi for comment;
the baby below is not mine
but one of my friends:)
Looking forward to meeting you the next time, somewhere